Friday, September 2, 2016

Final year like seriously?! 😩

Assalamualaikum to whoever thats reading. Ahahh yeap im on my semester break ( thats why im updating muh blog, lol ) and believe it or not iols dah masuk final year. Like wutttttt? Time sure flies and i still couldn't believe that im just a few steps away of becoming your fav doctor! ( ecehhhhwaah ) 

And Alhamdulillah, passed year 4 with quite satisfying results. I would say one of the best result ive got eversince enrolling in this course. Nailed it on Orthopedic posting, and i couldnt be happier. I've always loveeeee ortho since day 1 of that posting! 💋🎈I might become an orthopedic surgeon oneday, inshaAllah.

Macam tak percaya je dah final year. Rasa mcm baru smlm masuk lecturehall, tidur dlm lecture hall and bergelak tawa dngn kwn2. Takut. Because its going to be tough but im not gonna give up now because im almost there. 

Berkat doa ibu ayah, cikgu, lecturer dan kawan2 im still here, struggling but surviving my degree life. May Allah ease my journey. InshaAllah. Fighting!!

Saturday, June 25, 2016


I have so many things to say, but ended up keeping it all inside because i dont really know who'll bother or truly care. 

Tak apa.. Allah kan ada? Mengadu dekat Dia, and He'll always be there, listening and responding to you in ways that you can never imagine. Bersabarlah wahai hati, biar sakit macam mana pun semuanya ada hikmah. 


I wonder

You know everything happened for a reason. Whether its good or bad, surely there'll be a reason for it. But sometimes i cant help but to wonder why. Why do i have to face such painful journey? why cant i be happy like everybody else? Why is it so hard to let go? Why? 

I guess its Allah's way of telling me to be patient. Despite everything that happened, you'll find your  happiness one day. Though it might take months or years, you'll be happy too one fine day. Keep praying, because Allah always listens.

RIP all those memories,
Create new ones.

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

Year 4?!

Assalamualaikum! Meeeowww macam biasalah bila cuti sem baru nak update blog. Hiks so yeap, just ended my semester 7 and currently on break before entering semester 8. Another 1 year and a half to go before i finally graduate. While bunch of other students around my age are busy pursuing their masters im still here struggling to finish my degree. Oh well, Allah has already chosen me to walk on this path, inshaAllah nothing is more better than His plan isn't it? 

Well year 4 started off well, starting with surgery posting, medicine and ended with short posting. I gained soooo much! Year 3 and year 4 was like completely a different level. Alhamdulillah i managed to find myself a study group( which i should have find one a lot sooner ) which im very much comfortable with. Hoping to be in the same group with them for this next coming sem, it will make things a lot easier. 

So so much had happened this past few months. It was a rollercoaster ride. But what im sure of is that those experiences and bitter sweet memories sure does make me more mature than i was before. Alhamdullilah. Allah has put me thru so much because He knows im strong enough to go thru all that, and because of that im smiling it away, keeping the positivity in me. I put my hopes and trust only to Allah, because He knows best. It may hurt now but what ever comes afterwards may be the best thing that had ever happened in your life. 😊

Till then, assalamualaikum

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Deep thoughts.

Hai assalamualaikum.
To risk something u valued so much and to commit are big issues. Are you really sure that you are willing to commit? Will you go all the way or its just "we'll see how it goes" kind of thing? How will you ever know whether to take the risk, or not to and keep playing it safe?

The only definite answer is, Doa and istikharah.

Goodnight. 😊

Saturday, July 25, 2015

Eh, Year 3 already ended?!

Assalamualaikum! To whoever whos reading. Lol. Oh yes, another semester just ended! Alhamdulillah, i passed my very first clinical year! 2 more years coming and imma gonna be one good pretty lookin doctor. (amin!)

Meh cerita sikit about clinical years meh. Nama pun clinical kan so basically everything is hopital based. Clerking patients, physical examination and bedsite presentation were mostly it. And alhamdulillah, i passed my semester 6 walaupun tak berapa nak flying colors. apa apa pun, aku pass! Haha. Orang lain masuk semester 6 dah sibuk busy nak grad, aku ada lagi 4 semester to go thru. Allah...semoga dapat mencari kekuatan nak menempuh dugaan kelak, haha Namapun ambik medic kan? Kau nak shortcut mana lagI Atiqah oi? Haha

Masuk year 3 ni mmg everything seems different. Takut. Scary because u are dealing with real patient, real diseases, no more theory . Everything is more on applying what youve learned. So, basically what im trying to say here is that u have to be good in your preclinical years punya ilmu. Korek lah otak tu ada je ilmu tu terselit kat gyrus mana2, unless kau tengok benda bukan2, burn la ilmu tu. Kahkah (if u know what i mean) Year 3 sure does toughens me up in a sense that im more independent and more confident in interacting with the patients. Alhamdulillah.

Looking forward for year 4! Semoga dapat posting mates yg baik2. Amin.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

IOI mall, Putrajaya

Cut the long story short! My sister , nephew and i went to ioi mall. This is my first time coming here. Quite big, a lotttttt of restaurant.  Haha. Actually we wanted to skate, but unfortunately there were too many peeps today since its a public holiday. They were running out of skates! Hah, didnt see that coming. So we ended up to go for bowling instead. Cheap i would say for a student price ; Rm 4 per game. Just bring your student/siswa card along. It has been awhile since i bowled anddd im quite terrible at it. Hahaha. Who cares, im having fun , that what matters for kids tho they dont have bumpers and the lightest ball is 8! Kesian anak buah aku angkut bola boling guna 2 tangan. Maybe the management can do something about that? :)

Wangsa Bowl

Lunch was at Nathan's Famous. Kedai ala ala Carls Jr. Not bad, quite pricey tho(but im not paying so... hehe) if you skated or went for District 21, just show them your hand strap and you will get a 20% discount! Too bad we didnt go for any neither two so no discount for us. Sobss. It is situated right acrros the skatinf ring, so sambil makan tu boleh la hadap orang jatuh tergolek terlentang dekat skating ring tu. Free show gicchuew. Haha


Overall, im soo gonna come again for food haunting next time and District 21 and icescape! Hehe