Sunday, September 14, 2014

Posing Rural/Urban Health aka RuBan

Assalamualaikum ! Alhamdulillah, listing for posting group is out and yeap, Ruban is my first posting followed by OnG after 2 months > peads > medicine > surgery if imnot mistaken. Soo currently im at Teluk Intan. Drove myself here all the way from bamboo river with my co-pilotsn; ieda and yonny. (LULS) It took us about 2 hours ++ to get there. It was raining heavily tadii, takut la jugak but alhamdulillah dah selamat sampai. And im enjoying myself here! the room is super spacious because i got myself a Postgraduate house. huewhuew. Me , Yonny and Ieda are in the same roof tapi setiap sorang has our own private room. awesome kan? aaaaa TAK NAK BALIK SUNGAI BULOH :(

I tell you, day 1 at Teluk Intan is like Cuti-cuti malaysia tahu tak? Seronokk. haha well , idk what will happen tomorrow lah hopefully not so hectic or tiring. :D I still havent fully recharge myself so I might gonna hit the sack early tonight. Imma gonna be out for dinner at 8. Harap2 pokcik tu bawak pergi tempat makan yang bestttt despite ke-broke-an duit disebabkan JPA yang tak masuk-masuk lagi, makan tetap makan kalau nak survive. kehkehkeh.

Talking about yesterday; Hanna and ayie are finally married! Alhamdulillah , im so happy for both of them. It seems like just yesterday we talked about you guys fighting lah itu lah ini lah, tup tup dah kawin. Haha . Alhamdulillah, things turned out well for both of  you. :) Lepas ni aku pulaklah, #eh? hahaha InshaAllah. Amin!

Sunday, August 24, 2014

Rosak cuti is rosak.

I've been trying to tell myself to start reading up materials for my clinical year, but my whole body totally went on the opposite direction. I did try to read on the common diseases e.g heart disease and i couldn't even finish reading one page of it. Cuti totally went wrong. I used to enjoy reading those things, i dont mind staying up reading papa (Robbins pathology) the whole night to understand about those diseases but now im just too lazy.

I know this is wrong , very wrong. And who is at fault? Me of course, or...maybe its my room, its too comfy. Haha.

Fix it, you better change that attitude! At least a few pages per day is okay , just to refresh all the knowledge that you left burried somewhere in your hippocampus. Fighting!


Saturday, August 23, 2014

Year 2 officially ended.

Selamat Pulang ke kampus tercinta.

Assalamualaikum , alhamdulillah selesai dah project elective. Poster presentation ended well walaupun group ai tak menang. Heh, its not like im hoping to win ke apa, but we did tried our best during the presentation, and those groups who won deserved it. So yeah , no regrets.

Group 37 ; Ali Husaini, Ikaa Haris, Nadhirah Fatnin , Alia, Huzainy
Nampak sana tuu pamplets and button badge yang kitaorang buat sendiri. :D
Nak dijadikan cerita, bersyukur sangat-sangat-sangat sebab dapat judges yang baik lagi comel lotey ; Dr. Fatmawati and Dr. Jasmine Khan. Walaupun Dr. Fatma macam tak puas hati sikit dengan questionnaire kitaorang , Dr.Jasmine on the other hand was all kind and funny. Anyway, good job and congrats batch mates! we officially completed your pre-clinical years.

Dr Fatma and Dr Jamine listening to presentation by idk what group was that.


I went back to Sungai Buloh on Wed, presentation day was on Thurs. So nampak la kat sini memang aku nak kena tido dekat kampus kan? Meh cerita sikit pengalaman tido dekat Residential Collage 1 aka RC1. Nak dipendekkan cerita , sebelum ni i was a happy kid living at RC2, tapi disebabkan masalah-masalah dalaman (kot?) the girls kena pindah RC1. Hari rabu tu lah malam pertama aku dengan RC1. Tidurku sesungguhnya tidak lena. Tak tahu lah apa yang buat tak lena ,tapi memang tak boleh nak lena. Toiletnya pun lahai. That house that im living in now was originally rumah budak lelaki. hmmmm. So can you imagine? T.T Apa boleh buat, try to adjust with the new environment je lah , iye dok? But im sure imma gonna be the type yang akan balik rumah everyweek masuk year 3 ni. heh.

RC1; Morning view from my room,

Sepanjang satu malam ai dekat RC1 tu , seronok la jugak sebab dapat jumpa balik dengan housemates semua. Siapa tak rindu kan dah lama jugak cuti nye pun. Duduk atas katil ramai-ramai, berbual kosong, bergelak tawa. I dont know how to describe how it felt, but it was nice. Looking forward to meet them again when new semester starts which will be on the 8th of September.I might need to come back to RC a week earlier tho. zzzzz. One more thing that i've been eagerly waiting for ; grouping untuk posting. Takut + nervous + excited. Moga satu rumah dapat first posting yang sama. Haha barulah sweet. AMIN!

Academic calender 2014/2015 MBBS 220 . Click for a better view. :D






Friday, August 15, 2014

Perangai manusia



Assalamualaikum. Akhirnya , terasa lega sikit satu kerja dah beres ; elective report. Hectic day it was. But i learn quite a lot of things from doing this elective project. One thing that i will always remember, to never take advantage of others. Walaupun dalam case ni aku yang di-disadvantage-kan , aku belajar untuk bersabar dengan perangai manusia. To those who know me well, remembering back my old self i was not that kind of person that will take things easy. I say what i want to say , i curse whenever i feel like i want to, i tweet what i feel, unaware of others who are reading or watching. Well mostly doing things without even thinking about the consequences. Ohh yes back than i was quite "wild" you can say that. Or much of an attention seeker. But alhamdulillah , ever since i enrolled in this medical field, i learned so much ; to be patient is mostly it. Its not like im saying im a "good girl" all of a sudden but you can say that im still maturing , to become someone better in the future. I may say things rudely and i can be very blunt at times, because afterall im just trying to act human. Human have feelings too you know?

Oh well , now that the report is done , poster presentation is the only thing that is left. Hope my sister's friend do a god job on designing the poster. Amin.

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Updated.

Assalamualaikum. Dah lama tak update blog padahal tngh cuti. Nampak tk busy dia kat situ? Busy tido mungkin. Lol. 😌

Basically lately im busy doing the report and stuffs for my elective project. Banyak benda yang nak kena settle. Banyak jugak ragam orang yang aku jumpa. Orang yang rasa diri dia sentiasa betul 24/7 lah is the main highlight here. Kalau ikutkan darah muda aku ni dah lama aku sound direct je, tapi memandangkan diri dah meningkat usia 21 tahun, ive learn to let it go and let it be. Mungkin orang tu ada anger management problem, biarkan dia. Berdiam diri lagi elok kan afterall? 

Oh and yes! I have not yet updated you guys on my new baby nephew. Selamat dilahirkan pada tanggal 2 Syawal haritu. Alhamdulillah, a healthy baby boy named Muhammad Rizqin πŸ‘ΆπŸ‘Ά 


 
I wonder how youll look like when you grow up. 😊 stay healthy . Me loves you!

P/s updating this using my iphone. Ignore the typos if there is any. 

Saturday, July 26, 2014

Oh my kuih muih

Since kali ni dapat cuti puasa and cuti raya yang agak panjang , so berjayalah jugak aku merajinkan diri untuk bake cookies . heh , 4 species je pun ,tapi kira banyak la tu sebab lebih dari satu. Kira okay lah dari korang yang bake guna jari telunjuk je tu kan? (if u know what i mean . hahaha)

The first cookie i baked was chocolatechip cookies (Recipe ehsan dari kawan matriks yang awesome , Aisya J) SEDAP GILA OKAY. My friends liked it so much too. Okay next raya boleh buat bisnes. Haha.
Second one was crunchy oat cookie. Yang ni pun dipuji oleh ibunda dan kakak2 ku . So boleh la nak fefeling pastri chef lepas ni. tett. Haha Nextt is, popia nestum . Ni bukan kategori cookies kot? This is more to...snacks? maybe. idk. Yang ni pon main campak je nestum +gula +susu dalam blander , and it turns out YUMMAY. *flips hair* lastly , nutella pod. Nama pun nutella, memang guna nutella la kan? and you can already imagine how good it taste when you have nutella with you. haha.

Kalau nak rasa kuih muih Ikaa Haris mai lah jemput datang beraya dekat rumah saya di Bukit Mahkota , seksyen 2 , rumah no 15 ye! :D Salam ramadhan ,esok nak rayaaaaa! yeay

Chocolatechip cookies

Crunchy oat

Popia nestum

Nutell pods!

Monday, July 21, 2014

Looking back


As day goes by , so many things happened. Banyak pengalaman yang aku dapat , banyak kenangan yang aku cipta , banyak air mata yang dah mengalir , banyak jugak hati yang telah disakiti . Mengimbau kembali kenangan lama, kalau boleh diputarkan kembali masa , hoping that i could change back everything . Kerana dulu , aku terlalu muda untuk mengenal cinta , terlalu asyik dengan kehidupan yang entah apa. Menyesal , memang menyesal tapi apakan daya. aku hanya mampu belajar dari kesilapan yang lalu. Kalu ikutkan hati ... "kalau ikutkan hati".. itulah puncanya bila orang berdarah muda yang baru mengenal cinta, terlampau mengikutkan kata hati , and i regretted every single thing i did , every single thing i said . I was too young to even understand what love actually means. I wish to undo every single thing , i wish i can turn back time , i wish we can be friends like we used to be. But there's nothing much i can do now isnt it? But I'll be around , will always be around .

This is me , trying to be an adult , to understand what love and life actually means . There's still a long way to go , i just hope i will not repeat the same old mistake that i did when i was younger.

Berdoa .. kalau dah jodoh , takkan kemana .

Sunday, July 20, 2014

PRE CLINICAL YEARS IS OVER!!

Assalamualaikum! ohh yes , finally my pre-clinical years is over. Over means that i passed my Pre-clinical Professional Exam aka the worst most mentally and physically tiring exam of my life! (so far) Alhamdulillah. Alhamdullilah. Alhamdulillah.

So now im on my semester break. (which is why im writing a new entry, lol) This time around it is much more exciting because saya dapat cuti till bulan SEPTEMBER. Yes , you heard meSEMBILAN . NINE! yahoo. another thing to be greatful for . Alhamdulillah. i shall make use of my cuti because i heard it a lot from the seniors that year 3 aka clinical years is going to be much tougher. and currently im still trying to define "tougher". Will i be able to adapt and survive? Hopefully , pray for Ikaa Haris and her friends!

Talking about cuti , well i kinda wasted days of my cuti staying at college doing elective and as well as packing up things because we girls are moving to residential collage 1 . Which i shall write about it in another entry because thats a whole different story . Hint ; THE NEW HOUSE IS A NIGHTMARE. T.T

Currently im at home , trying to sort my mind up and stop myself from doing something stupid during cuti ie: stalking on my friends . LOL (Lifeless much? God Ikaa , grow up!! HAHA)  and im still trying to push myself to read up on Tally clinical examination (a book) which the docs reminded us to khatam kan the book before we enter our clinical years . Eheh , inshAllah . Kuat kan semangat , you can do it. :)

Assalamualaikum, till the next entry (entah bila la pulak tu kan? )


Monday, March 10, 2014

Here comes the semester break ,again!

Assalamualaikum ,

Previous post was all about myself trying to adapt being a medical student , and ta-da! i passed my 2nd semester exam currently waiting for my semester 3's result to be out . and yes , im on my semester break. kahkahkah , whats weird is that i only update my blog when im on my semester break. hahaha nampak tak busy di situ? Lol , bajet sungguh ayat .

To be honest life is getting better , idok ler busy mana pon its just that to update a blog after a tiring day of class (from 8 to 5pm) is just ... tiring. And i spend most of my weekend at home or out with some friends.

Just to point out few "fun" moments in my life ; my semester 3 final exam on osce was like...blurgh . i totally blew it on the diagnosis . but the rest of the OSPE station were ..good. PBQ and SAQ papers were okay except on BIOCHEM and PHPM. WHY ON EARTH DO I NEED TO LEARN PHPM OMG T.T . Life is unfair! haha whats done is done , harapnya lecturer yang tanda kertas PHPM tu bagi lah markah kesian dekat aku yang menggoreng soalan tu dengan merapunya. Bukan goreng cukup rasa , memag aku tabur semua atas kertas tu . Biar lah lecturer yang pilih apa dia nak. LOLZ, Adik adik , jangan ikut perangai akak ye, XD

Apart from that, i went on a trip to Pulau perhentian . Which was AWESOME! The island is soo beautiful with the clear blue water and the big turtle and the colourful fishes! i tried to kejar the turtle but stupid snorkeling mask got drained by the water and i lost the BIG turtle. it was BIG! SO SOO BIG! Geram tak dapat kejar dia! haha
 I never got a chance to see the sharks but my sis did. Lucky her, the shark was smimming direcly towards her until she freaked out , and the shark left :/  for those who want to see the shark , be mentally prepared as thats how they will come to you , directly infront of you , macam dalam cerita shark kat national geographic tu? ha cam tu lah kata abang pembawa boat tu. Hahaha . Will totally make plans to visit here again one day , to see penyu bertelur pulak insyaAllah :D

Im too lazy to uploud the pics , tengok dekat instag je lah ye? Haha ,

Last but not least , keep praying for MH370. Deep down inside im hoping that they are all safe and alright since no evidence of wreckage have been found until today . Keep praying , inshaAllah , Allah will show us the way, will show the SAR team the way. MH370 please come back home safely , we're waiting for you. #prayforMH370


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